That's me in RED w Specs beside my Hot pink shirt friend when i first came to church. (:
I was born into a christian family. But I never really felt like a christian. I simply just followed my parents as they went to church and bible studies. I joined children's church when I was younger.I learnt to use vulgar languages when I was 5 years old. Threw a chair at my little brother when I was 7 years old,causing him to have a huge balaku and me, caning from my parents. I Hid under an umbrella with my little brother in the house,and played with it till the umbrella kinda ripped a part of my bro's hair off. >.<
Later in primary four, I was so naughty that my dad made me write a journal book stating what i was doing from what time to what time in order to track me down. I fought w guys in primary school too. yeah not your perfect little christian child.Yes I read the bible here and there. prayed too. but God was just god to me. I didnt have a relationship with him. In secondary school, I had a few boyfriends and was hurt by them too. almost ran away from home. I Did rather badly in my studies and ended up in private school. I could'nt stand myself, the position I was in.
Then there was a nudging in my heart. Like an inner voice. That I could faintly hear.
My friend had invited me to church when I was in Sec 1. I stayed but had to leave because my family wanted me to be in the same church as them. But I had turned rebellious and chose to rebel against them as I felt they forced me to go to their church. I skipped church for awhile, then eventually I backslided.
But God reminded me abt the fun I had in church. About the people. About the bible study I had. I still remember my first bible study teacher. she's a CGL for awhile alr now. God reminded me how I seeked him and I prayed and how he answered my prayers when I cried out to him. He reminded me about how I sat in my room with all the lights off. I prayed silently to him.
So one day, I took up the courage. And I called up my friend. And told her I wanted to come back to church. I was quite on and off in the beginning. I even said I was sick and didnt go church when I was'nt sick at all. sad but that was me last time. But God had put great leaders in my life. Who stood by me. Helped me along during my challenges and laughed with me when I went through all my joyful moments.
Slowly I began transforming into a better person. To what I am today. God has truly changed my life.In fact one of my leaders actually told me that I had changed a 180 degrees!
Today, I am currently studying my degree in Mass Communications in SIM and I am a HR Assistant in a new company being able to earn almost $2K! Praise God! And by his grace I have been a connect group leader for 2years! God is so awesome!
I can't imagine what I would be doing now if i had'nt listened to that still small voice and came back to him. I learnt that even though I was faraway from him, But yet he never left me and was so close to me. He really does love me w an everlasting lovee. ((:
God'll love you just as much as he did to me.If you'll allow him, he'll mould you, transform you, teach you.Soften your hearts, and he'll touch your life. Only if you're willing. (:
"Your ears shall hear a word behind you saying,
"This is the way walk in it,
"Whenever you turn to the right hand or
whenever you turn to the left." Isaiah 30:21
Later in primary four, I was so naughty that my dad made me write a journal book stating what i was doing from what time to what time in order to track me down. I fought w guys in primary school too. yeah not your perfect little christian child.Yes I read the bible here and there. prayed too. but God was just god to me. I didnt have a relationship with him. In secondary school, I had a few boyfriends and was hurt by them too. almost ran away from home. I Did rather badly in my studies and ended up in private school. I could'nt stand myself, the position I was in.
Then there was a nudging in my heart. Like an inner voice. That I could faintly hear.
My friend had invited me to church when I was in Sec 1. I stayed but had to leave because my family wanted me to be in the same church as them. But I had turned rebellious and chose to rebel against them as I felt they forced me to go to their church. I skipped church for awhile, then eventually I backslided.
But God reminded me abt the fun I had in church. About the people. About the bible study I had. I still remember my first bible study teacher. she's a CGL for awhile alr now. God reminded me how I seeked him and I prayed and how he answered my prayers when I cried out to him. He reminded me about how I sat in my room with all the lights off. I prayed silently to him.
So one day, I took up the courage. And I called up my friend. And told her I wanted to come back to church. I was quite on and off in the beginning. I even said I was sick and didnt go church when I was'nt sick at all. sad but that was me last time. But God had put great leaders in my life. Who stood by me. Helped me along during my challenges and laughed with me when I went through all my joyful moments.
Slowly I began transforming into a better person. To what I am today. God has truly changed my life.In fact one of my leaders actually told me that I had changed a 180 degrees!
Today, I am currently studying my degree in Mass Communications in SIM and I am a HR Assistant in a new company being able to earn almost $2K! Praise God! And by his grace I have been a connect group leader for 2years! God is so awesome!
I can't imagine what I would be doing now if i had'nt listened to that still small voice and came back to him. I learnt that even though I was faraway from him, But yet he never left me and was so close to me. He really does love me w an everlasting lovee. ((:
God'll love you just as much as he did to me.If you'll allow him, he'll mould you, transform you, teach you.Soften your hearts, and he'll touch your life. Only if you're willing. (:
"Your ears shall hear a word behind you saying,
"This is the way walk in it,
"Whenever you turn to the right hand or
whenever you turn to the left." Isaiah 30:21
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